I haven’t been updating or keeping on top of my blog the past few months as I was by my mums side each and everyday till she passed. So beautiful, so young, so unfair.
Life for me has changed dramatically as my mum was my everything. There wasn’t a day I didn’t speak to my mum or see my mum. She was my counsellor, my teacher, a shoulder to cry on, the best company, my shopping companion, my yoga buddy, the most amazing grandma and my best best friend.
Everything I have learnt is from her or because of her and the most important thing she gave to me and taught me was unconditional love. My mum always loved unconditionally.
I know start a new life, a new beginning, a life without my mum here by my side, only here in spirit.
She made broken look beautiful, and strong look invincible. She walked with the universe on her shoulders and made it look like a pair of wings.
Heaven must be so beautiful right now, since it has got her.
I love my mum now and forever.
As the tears stream down my face there is a part of me that is lost forever and will never be replaced.
I can’t believe you have left me mum at such a young age. I miss her so much already.
I am so grateful for choosing her to be my mum and so grateful for the most amazing life we shared together and the memories we made that will last a lifetime.
Every morning I wake, I talk to her and I know that she is my guardian angel guiding me.
If I feel sad and depressed I think how lucky I was to have had her in my life and know she is no longer in pain and is happy guiding me from the other side.
For those of you whom have lost a loved one, we must keep living life the way our loved one wanted us to and we must keep there memories alive and inspire them as they watch down on us. We must be grateful for what we had with them and be grateful for each day we have on this earth and make the most of the time we have, living each moment to its fullest.
We must wake up every morning and be grateful we are here and then do what makes us happy, content and loved.